foRever yOung

when I think of you it hurts and i cant breathe
and I stare at my wall hoping that maybe you’ll call
but when you don’t I try to get up but fall

I wanted this to be something but it turned out to be nothing
but I was just as bad as thanks giving stuffing
and I should have listens when my heart told me you were bluffing
and now I’m suffering from the mistake i made

but that’s what I get for falling again
and now I cant get you out of my F***ING head
maybe its the way you made me feel
or the way you kissed me
and I still wonder if you even missed me

I cant sleep at night
its the ringing in my head
I’m running on empty once again
and I dread that one day ill shed more tears

guys are never what they seem
and all they do is day dream
and all I want to do is scream

id be lying if I said it wasn’t tough
but you’ll never be enough

you were the crutch I had when my legs were broken
and you were the one who’s arms were open

one night I realized it just wasn’t right
and realized I cant hold you real tight
but then you took my hand
and led me into a forbidden land
and that were I stop to stand

your only breaking me down
and its taking me down fast
and ill never forget our past

your the only one I took a shot on
and your the only thing to keep ma hanging on

and it seems like every time I get thinking our song comes on
and makes me sad

and now I’m mad because you took the only confidence i had
and you took my feelings to

you ruined everything
the only thing I had
you ruined my chance to make it right
and thanks to you I cry at night